I don't make decisions quickly, usually. They come to me slowly. Especially when they involve *community*. The whole Reclaiming coffee thing took weeks to sort out. Was I being spiteful? Was it a *power play*? How did I really feel and why? What, exactly, was going on?
So, I took the time to work it all out. No, it wasn't a power play. Yes, I may have been just a bit spiteful. I knew people were going to be upset. But that was mainly about their power issues and thinking they controlled something that they do not want to commit to. I was REALLY ANGRY about how people were behaving and shifting thier responsibilities onto me. So, when things became clear, I took responsibilty for my feelings and my actions and did what I think is the right thing. We're just doing something different now. Something with more purpose that will fill a need here.
So, however others may feel, I am okay with my actions.

I saw a hawk in the park today. It eyed Daisy up just a little too closely. But, as she is slightly bigger than the hawk, it left her alone. It was awesome. Daisy has developed a dog's reverance for the *sacred springs* in the park and did them full honors by walking in the water pouring from them. One was quite a little waterfall after all the rain we've had. She was quite impressed by it. She had herself a dive into the water pouring off the rocks. Need I mention that she was very muddy by the time she was done *worshipping*. Going to the river is a must now. She will love it.